There will always be a question in my mind. No matter how happy I am. Or sad. Or mad. How high up in my life I am, or low. How loved I feel or disliked. And this question will continue to have a power over me, unless I channel it into something positive.
Why do I let myself think this way ? Why am I always chasing alternative realities, when I should just be focusing on the one I live in ? Why do I let this question stop me from taking life by the horns ? Why can’t I bring myself to just do what I want, without having to think of the worst possible outcomes ?
Maybe I can switch thoughts ? Essentially change who I am as a person ? And then finally stop being a barrier to my own happiness and success ? Is that possible ? Is there a pill I can take to stop doubting myself ? Maybe a class I can take ? Maybe a lecture I can attend ? Or maybe I can just be smart and condition myself to ask better questions ?
Maybe if I switched my words, I could actually use it to my advantage. Maybe if I follow it up with the right ideas, I’d actually be able to make a difference, to my life as well as others’. Maybe if I thought along the right lines, I’d be able to open myself to a world full of opportunities. A world full of love and possibilities. A world full of hope and happiness. A world. As glorious as can be. As wonderful as I deserve. So maybe I won’t stop asking myself…